So as you all know, I've been waiting to leave for my cruise job for about a month now. Well I just got word today that I've been placed on ACTIVE HOLD until my position becomes available. Which means that I have to wait EVEN LONGER to get a departure date! Uuuuggghhhh! This gets me thinking though. Thinking about waiting. About the most dangerous word in my vocabulary....... PATIENCE! Anyone who knows me knows that I have little to no patience and yet it seems as though everytime I'm anticipating a big event or occurence to happen in my life, instead of springing towards it, I seem to stumble away initially..... I tell ya, that God is one funny creature.... He will take what you are most challenged with and force you to go to war with it. He will make you face that which is the hardest to face and make you deal with it, one way or the other. And what better way to get me to face my patience foe than to have me wait for the one thing that will singlehandedly change my financial situation and therefore change my life's direction..... I'm onto you G O D... I have been known to make very impulsive decisions instead of sitting back and thinking things all the way through and time and time again, it has come back to chew me a new one and is the main reason for me being in the present situation that I'm in.....
So ok ok, maybe waiting doesn't sound too bad afterall. I know God just wants whats best for His children and He wants to see us blossom into the beautiful creatures He created us to be. He just gotta beat the ugly out of us sometimes to get to that beauty..... And man am I being clobbered right now! F********CCCCCCKKKKK! I HATE WAITING! LOL!
Until next time my loves, stay true stay blessed, and keep waiting cause it'll be right there when you least expect it....
Tiera Nicole
Mogul in the Making
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